LIFE THROWS DECISIONS, SO THROW PUNCHES

i'm stressed out, and tired, and angry. so today's is a good day.

WHAT'S WACK WEDNESDAY!

"WHY AREN'T YOU HAVING FUN?"
i hate when i go out, and i don't drink alcohol, and people say things like "why aren't you drinking?!", "are you bored?", "why aren't you having fun?" etc. it's a lame.. just because i'm not drinking alcohol DOES NOT mean i'm bored out of my mind.

GUY CONVERSATIONS
i hate when guys strike an innocent conversation and your buddy comes up to you and is like "ew why you talking to him?".. i'm not trying to fuck him. it's a fucking conversation. or if a guy comes up, strikes a conversation with you.. you both have a pretty good conversation, and then you realize he just wants to fuck you. dammit.. or i thought we were connecting bro, on an innocent friend/nice stranger basis. can't anybody say hi anymore without everyone waving their fingers in your face?!

BEING QUIET
i'm really outspoken, and i always have something to say.. BUT, there are times when i pipe down. & i dislike when i'm quiet and people ask if something's wrong. NO.. nothing's wrong.. but now there is because i feel like i look sad, when i was actually in a really good mood. it's even worse when people say, "you should smile~!!" or "how come you never smile"!? UHM. what! shut the fuck up. don't tell me to smile, that just makes us people more mad at you for being so faggidy bumba clot poop face.

NOT HAVING CIGARETTES BUT HAVING CIGARETTES
.. not having the pack because you forgot it in the car/at work/at schoool/at someone's house.. currently my cigarettes are with bianca.. DAMMIT.

"NO YOU DON'T!!"
this one, is for when you like something.. like for instance parrots. i don't really like parrots, i'm just using them as an example.. well they're okay.. ahahah. anyway, PARROTS. say you were like really into parrots, but you never really talk about them.. and then someone's like "oh yeah there's this parrot exhibit at the zoo i'm going to.." and you're like "cool, can i come?" and they're like "what?! you don't even like parrots!!" LIKE WHAT?! seriously.. how do you know what i do and don't like fucker!! just because you think you know SO much about it doesn't mean that you are more awesome than i!! except, replace parrots with like football, ufc, tanning or some shit like that.. i just couldn't use these examples cuz i like all three lol

"SHE SAID SHE WISH SHE COULD CUT MY DICK OFF AND BRING IT WITH HER"
kind of shit is that lol.. ew.

LIKING NICKI MINAJ
i still don't like her.. but her new video is cool :(

PLEASING EVERYONE BEFORE MYSELF
i never do anything for me anymore. i base all my decisions on what i feel would make everybody happy. i give everyone a piece of the pie, only to realize that there's not enough for me.

today was a horrible no good very bad day.

today was wack.