TAKE A SECOND TO BREATHE.

something is fishy. something is bothering me. i just can't figure it out. something right under my tongue, i can't speak it. can't spell it. it's buggin' me out. somebody doing something wrong to somebody i know, and some how it's related to me.. and now i'm frustrated, cause now i'm focusing too hard on something that's just too plain to see. my yearly salary suffers, cause i hate work. i'm awaken by my own screams.
i'm assuming by lack of entries, and entries that scream emotional wreck, i've probably come off as a little psycho. truth is, i am a little crazy. my mind has left me, and i feel .. really weird. i don't know what it is. i just have this un-easy feeling about absolutely everything. i feel like everything is wrong. wherever i am, feels wrong. whatever i do, feels wrong.. and i'm trying really hard not to say anything rude or offensive (i know). i'm trying really hard not to let anyone know that i'm kind of a wreck. & i'm trying really hard not to take it out on people.
.. but i keep slipping. ignoring the blackberry is currently my forte. i'm pretty sure this is just one of those weeks or something.. but til i'm out of the funk, beware of the bitch in me.