GROWING UP.

current thoughts: i'm nervous. i need to quit smoking. anger. i'm tired. i can't do this. world, stop turning for a second. my mind is a complete fuck. i wanna cry. i am crying. emotional mind fuck. fear.. and a shit load of "i need more money in the bank". clear up your schedule botch, it only gets harder from here/
i could really use a slap to the face right now.

don't be a pussy botch. life throws swings at ya, you gotta take 'em. okay. okay. everything will be okay.

so, this is life?