WATCH HOW YOU LEAN ON IT.

WE'RE JUST HAVING FUN, WE DON'T CARE WHO SEES. SO WHAT, WE GO OUT, THAT'S HOW IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE. LIVING YOUNG, AND WILD, AND FREE.

DUMBFOUNDEAD - CRUSHING LIMBS

I found out about Dumbfoundead recently through my friend Val from Cali. All I know is what I listened to on youtube. She says they're from LA. Is everything that comes from LA stupid dope? I need to get my ass to LA and soon cause this right here, is a biiig tune.

You can cop his mixtape HERE.

WHEEEENN I'M ZOOONED..

KID CUDI - CUDI ZONE (KILLAGRAHAM REMIX)
I rarely anticipate new music on Sundays.. but then I found this. If there's dubstep I can get down to, this is certainly at the top of my list. I fucking love you cudder!

IN THE LIFE OF BOTCH.

Ever wondered what I do since working is barely an option and music and food are my first loves? Well, I'll show you.

PHOTO FRIDAY

WHAT LIFE'S BEEN LOOKIN LIKE.


Got some dim sum.


Checked out some click clacks.


Fed Alex spaghetti.


Ate some cake.


Checked out a painting.


Had beers and music talk with these two.


Read about extinct fish-like dinosaurs.


Realized just how big dinosaurs are.


Helped Maribeth count how old this tree was.


Checked out the big name graf artists way back when.


Went on a boat.


Went back in time to write a blog entry.


Took a stroll.


Watched some Charles Chaplin movies.


& I had the time to say the COLORS of these words, and not the words.

What'd you do?

C'MON BABY, C'MON SUGAR, C'MON HONEY.

I can't decide if I'm totally embarrassed, or totally fun. Is this really what we do in front of people?! Yeesh. Not such a good look, lol. & the girl apologized after. I kept the hand sanitizer on deck.

ODD FUTURE WOLF GANG KILL THEM ALL.

DAMN I WISH I WASN'T SUCH A WIMP.

A vodka tonic, two buds, a couple yager bombs.. and a ticket to get out of here. Thanks.

IF YOU HAVEN'T YET.

Alex doesn't do romantic things too often, so I'm excited enough to do an entry about it. My boyfriend just sent me this video. "i heard this song while driving and it made me think of you and miss you even more. no really .... goodnight".
& some days, no matter how many times I fuck up, or how many times he fucks up, how far away from each other, how many days he's gone, how many days I'm gone, the poor decisions we make, the words yelled, the drama, the exes, the boys, the fights, the arguments, the shame, the nagging, the towels on the bathroom floor, or my thongs drying in the bathroom for too long, the worst days ever.... they seem to just.. disappear. Couldn't help but cry for this one, just because I realize, that no matter what I do, at the end of the day. This guy is down for me, through whatever. & that feeling is some kind of.. re-assuring. Love.

xoxo, babe. I'll see you Sunday.

WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT.

"Yo. We need to talk."
"How you figure"
"We fought over bullshit. Especially something so petty.. I've known you for so long, Botcho. We have a history and I don't wanna lose our friendship. I'm sorry."

So.. what next.

THE FLOW WILL BREAK YOU DOWN.

SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL.

My homie from Baltimore is recently throwing together some clothes. He even threw down a Canadian tribute when the dude's from Maryland. With the support he's getting so far, you should cop yourself some first times too. So, if you're in the area, or even if you're not. & you're interested, throw me a line. Paypal accepted. Serious inquiries only.









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FUCK THIS HELL HOLE.

Remember when nights were like this? I do.GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE

I hate this shit city and these shit ass pussy wannabe trifilin bitches who wanna be up on shit, when they not up on shit. I had a good day today. I am just..... done here.

& would really like a vaycay, like now.. please. Anybody?

WHAT IS KEYS N KRATES?

YOU MAKE ME WANNA SNOOP.

I come across the thought of people's personal lives a lot. What's in their phone, in their computer. Their inner most thoughts, what means something to them, what they choose to keep, to document, to take a picture of. My computer is jam packed with the most outrageous shit, and so is my cell phone. & the thought of going through someone else's world captivates me. I say "world" to try and grasp that sense of most of what we do, is thrown into technology. Whether you buy that or not is your choice, but if I had the chance to talk to a person or rummage through their electronic devices.. hands down, I'd take the fuckin technology. So with that said.. here are 25 things you'd find on my computer/cell phone. Explanations/captions will be given if asked.

25 BOTCH CREEPS

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8. nine - whutcha want
jay-z - death of auto-tune
dre, snoop - the next episode
asher roth, cee lo - be by myself
kid cudi - dat new new
lupe fiasco ft. matthew santos - shining down
raekwon - heaven & hell
wu-tang clan - ice cream
a tribe called quest - 1nce again (keys n krates remix)
gang starr - work
the pharcyde - passin me by
nas - can't forget about you
common (feat. kanye) - punch drunk love
polyrhythm addicts - it's my life
hot hot heat - middle of nowhere
kid cudi, kanye, gaga, common - poke her face
gang starr - full clip

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11. "alot of these cats run up on you but aint bother to spit, some prolly did - but botch i want cha to mother my kids, wait i think im getting ahead of myself, but if you werent by my side ma then im prolly deadin' myself, ya dig? i wanna be that dude thats makes you cry then you laugh, your future - shit ryans the past but i aint concerned with what happened then, cause truthfully he aint half i man i am? get it"

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14. "i guess that's it? im sorry, genuinly. don't forgive me. look for somthing im the complete opposite of. thank you for our relationship and i love you. i'll miss u. i'm sorry it had to end like this"

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19. "You're such a fucking liar. What the fuck is wrong with you?! I NEVER DID SHIT TO YOU! I NEVER DID ANYTHING FUCKING WRONG. EVERY SINGLE BAD THING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU, is your OWN fucking fault. Shut the fuck up with your insane psycho "I didn't mean to" bull shit cause that shit is so far from the fucking truth. I hope you catch a fuckin' STD you dirty ass mother fucker, peace. Don't text me again, bitch."

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& TELL YOUR GIRL YOU'LL CALL HER BACK.

Fuckin stud.

A 24TH MOMENT WITH BOTCH.

I'm on a j. cole tip. I don't have time for anything, unless it's fun. At least, I make it that way. I'm introducing capitals to the blog. Welcome capitals. I'm getting even better at missing phone calls/texts/bbms. I swear, I try not to. I personally feel like I'm on my berry 24/7.. and I'm still getting messages like, "yo Botch answer me!". I'll even reply and get, "Holy ten years later". Yeah, I'm no good at this technology craze.
I've been thinking about starting to use my twitter. Thinking about it. THINKING about it. Some people on twitter are fucking hilarious. I just hate the word, "twitter". It seems so fucking "Oh you're one of those".
I bought myself a fur coat yesterday. Actually, Bianca and I both did. If we ever go out wearing them at the same time, feel free to make fun of us. One person at a time lady!
My boyfriend leaves tomorrow til Sunday and I'm fucking jealous. This guy goes on trips more than hookers give blowjobs. Or so it feels like, some days. I need a vacation too, but I'm trying to be smart and save some moolah for.. nothing. I'm just trying to save to benefit myself. I still splurge like a bitch though. Just, a little less. I just want to shop and eat and hang out?
My sleeping hours are so fucked up right now. I'm falling asleep at like 7pm, and waking up at 3am, then staying awake for a bit, falling back asleep. It's not a good system. Too much partying, not enough sleeping. Too much sleeping, not enough cleaning. Toss up between the two.
Being 23 is such a drag. Except when people say, "You're 23? You're so young!". Feed it to me people, feed it to me.
If I keep typing like this, will I get judged more for my errors and mistakes? Cuz if that's the case I'm about to ditch.

My name is Botch, & this, is my blog.

COLE WORLD.

They try to tell you leave but this love is real sticky. So you, ignore the hickies, the pics that they sent me.. Is that real love, you the only one that I real love.

FUCKIN' PHONIES.

People who do that kind of shit should actually like it. They should have an appreciation for it. They should put others needs before themselves. They shouldn't give a fuck about the fucking paper in their pocket if their fuckin' job is gettin done fuckin' shitty. Yo, stop doing a half-assed shit job. Buckle the fuck down and actually work instead of actin' like the only thing that matters is how many fucking friends you have on Facebook. Pro once stood for "good", OR BETTER YET, "professional". Can I get these mother fuckers some cot damn bitch slaps? Tryna add me on Facebook? Fuck outta here with that shit. ANYWAYS, I do a better job with my fucking blackberry. Put in work!
I'm just sayin.

AUTHENTICITY.

THE FOREIGN EXCHANGE - AUTHENTICITY

CHARLIE SHEEN SUNDAYS.

off to the gym, time to sweat all the shame off.
*kanye shrug.

LUUUUPAAAAY.

SHE'S SO UP, SHE'S SO DOWN.

so i said, "fuck it". now, have you ever met a girl, who turned your world into a playground? she does her dance in devil's shoes. now the time is right now, what's the answer to this cancer? the nail is in the coffin and your darlin has the hammer.
you better take a picture cause ain't no time to be listenin to blues, this girl is somethin' vicious - she gon' eat your ass alive.

SHE'S SO UP. SHE'S SO DOWN.

BACON BAILEY'S WHIPPED CREAM? FUCKIN' SMART.

OVER NIGHT BLOW UP.

the little girl that could!

INSOMNIA.

MY SLEEPING HOURS ARE FUCKED UP.

i blame, myself. wah.

lately, all i wanna do is hang out with my friends and travel. that's all i think about literally 24/7. i just wanna be with my friends all the time. i guess half of it has to do with my boyfriend leaving for chicago next week. i'm going to be so lonely !! don't you just hate those people that disappear when they get a boyfriend/girlfriend!? they never hang out with friends anymore and you keep cracking jokes about how whipped he/she is?
i've always tried really hard not to be that person. i try to shift my time between being a good girlfriend, a good friend, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, being a good girlfriend AND friend when i'm with both.. but alex is leaving and all i can think about is what i wouldn't give for some friends time!! not that i'm saying my boyfriend took away from my friends either.. we're all just busy. we just have jobs, and conflicting schedules and all that jazz.. it's just, i just.. miss everyone.

THROWBACK THURSDAY

THE BEST FRIENDS ROAD TRIP EDITION



































take me back.