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YOU'VE GOT TO FIGHT, FOR YOUR RIGHT, TO PAAAARTTTTAAAYYYYY..
so this weekend was fucking insane. i'm soo tired.. but i had sooo much fun. & i only spent like 25% of it with scarborough, but i'm just greedy. having him at all is dope in itself. let's start off with a weekend re-cap, whoa! what! we haven't done that in a long ass time.
FRIDAY
allison and i literally had nothing to do, so we went to bar italia. bust. so we left, we ended up at g martini. luckily, we were able to grab seats and amber was working. amber is an old friend who i used to hang out with literally every day.. seeing her every now and then still feels like we do, so that's awesome. martini's are bomb, and i think we both un-officially announce g martini as a friday hit! by then, scarborough still hadn't called me so we went to jono for his galfran's birthday. ice cream cake when you're drunk is a good time.. and so are friends.. so we ended up having a drunken fiasco, and a good one at that. friday was a win.
SATURDAY
i went to a wedding with my mom. some old friends and family were there so it was wicked.. and open bar.. OPEN BAR! oh lawd. my mom was not pleased with my double shots of vodka cran, but she put on a smile.. i stayed away from the beer for her because she says drinking beer isn't classy. we had an AMAZING talk, about boys and gossip, and i basically filled in my mom on what's been going on in my world for the past six months. i completely trust my mom, and she's one helluva listener.. soon times, she was telling me about her relationship with my step dad, and stories about my dad.. it honestly felt like i was talking to a girlfriend, and i was trippin.. a few times i had to take a moment to tell myself "holy shit, this is your mom right now". i fucking love her. who else can swear and tell their moms about their un-dying love for nas and boys with tattoos. not a whole lot. i ended up dancing with my mom and her friends to cudi and snoop.. what. our table was filled with co-workers from my moms past.. people she's known for over 30 years.. and that shit was epic. she told me stories of how they used to go dancing, and who acted as an "older brother" when my dad would come around. "your dad was a good looking guy, and a lot of girls wanted him, but all he wanted was your mom.. we just made sure that was 100% true before we let him get to her". can you imagine!? these guys were working with my dad when he was a 17 year old DISHWASHER. who knew a few years later he would be a successful business man with the world in his palms. it was crazy.
anyway.. after all of that, all these stories of my dad.. the bride danced with her father.. "dance with my father again" by luther vandross.. i swear, that song.. ruins me.. i couldn't take it and balled my eyes out.. my mom followed.. it was hard but it's also nice to know that we both equally still care and remember the most amazing man to ever enter both of our lives.. my dad.
SUNDAY
a lot of sunshine, a lot of nothing, bubble tea, wings, basketball and a day at the park.. and of course.. noir later..!
SO.. i had a good weekend.. and only got asked two things this week!? the fuck is that!.. ahha well here's what you asked me this week..
Please excuse my noobness, but how do you pronounce Pharoahe Monch? :$
fair-oh, mawn-ch? LOL.. it's hard to type it out.. but you can hear him say his name in a song called, "simon says".. enjoy!
was there a time in your life where your "chin up, no crying" personality was non-existent and you just broke down like a motherfucka? (i know we all do) but please elaborate..
oh definitely.. i still break down all the time..
no body has a glass jaw, we all shatter.
& by elaborate? do you mean, tell a story of me breaking down?! :S
well, hope everyone had a bomb ass weekend.. it's my last night with scarborough and we're actually going to hang out tonight so we'll see you all later;) have a good one.
sorry i've been away for awhile. my boyfriend's been away for three weeks and just arrived in the city. i only have til sunday to hang out with him.. which sucks, cause we haven't even really hung out yet:( i'm only able to get to my computer now because he's currently watching the world cup.. HI! we're in the same city and i still miss you!! i'm still hungover as fuck from last night.. so i refuse to do a sneaker saturday today. that takes too much effort with this banger of a headache. allison and i made a night of nothing into a night of a whole lot of something..! saw amber, which was nice. seeing amber out of the blue is always nice. tonight i have to go to two weddings and gem's birthday, and MAYBE republic.. i don't know how i'm going to do it all.. so here it goes! i'm pretty fucking tired and wanna sleep til forever or some shit.
it's only fucking four!? i feel like it's 9 or something!! uggghhh.. slow down life:(
i want ice cream.

I WRITE BLOG ENTRIES THAT TELL YOU WHAT I THINK IS WACK AND SHIT..
WHAT'S WACK WEDNESDAY!!
THUNDER RAPIDS
you know that tampon commercial.. where it has that witch of a woman who claims to be mother nature.. and she says "i brought your monthly gift.. and i was thinking.. THUNDER RAPIDS!" every time i see that commercial i want to stab that bitch in the fucking eye.
NOT HAVING SEX
i don't know, how people do it. i just don't. especially if you're drunk. it's like, mandatory in those conditions. YES BOYS, you are right. girls fucking feen when they're head bust. we try and play it off like we're really not needin a fix so bad, but we totally are. without my boyfriend here, i am losing my fucking mind. luckily he gets here on friday. dangiddy dangidddy!
SMELLY SWEAT
i didn't want to say just sweat.. because if it's like .. sweat when you're banging, that's totally cool. it makes that shit ten times hotter.. but when dudes sweat and it smells like.. you know, sweat.. then it's another story. please don't come near me.. please. if you have this problem, wash your clothes, throw on deodorant, cologne/perfume that shit up and you'll be okay. people who say "i've tried everything" get no sympathy from me cause i don't believe them. YEAH RIGHT!! get a stick up in those armpits biatch.
NO BEVERAGES
when i was a kid, and i used to go over to my friends' places.. some of them had this rule where you couldn't have a beverage until your meal was finished. WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THAT.. i wouldn't be full, but i'd say i was just because i was death thirsty. STUPID PARENTING RULE.. someone should make this fucking shit illegal.
REACHING IN YOUR POCKET..
to find ten dollars!! only when you pull it out, it's not ten dollars. it's a receipt. dammit.
THIS
when a girl hates you.. finally finds something to get mad at you for, even though it's not a reason.. tries to turn it into a proper reason, and then gathers a group of best friends so she can talk shit about you. even though she met all those best friends yesterday. if you wanna fucking say shit about me, fucking call me. i'm right fucking here.
GIRLS WHO EXPECT HELLO'S WHEN THEY'RE ASSHOLES
i won't say hi to you if i don't like you. so don't get offended, clearly you know i don't like you. why the fuck do i need to act like everyone is my fucking best friend!? i don't have to be best friends with anybody!!!!! i'm friends with who i want to be friends with/ thanks.
LAKERS FANS
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. shit. i'm gonna get heat for this one. "lakers fans are people who don't know basketball and just like the color yellow". ouch. if you really dig the lakers, fine whatever.. but honestly, half of you are just all about kobe and think that the gold and purple look good. stop shittin on boston. boston fans aren't rubbing that shit in your face. calm the fuck down.
JEALOUSY
jealousy is a mother fucker. .. just, stop.
what isn't wack?.. this new big boi and andre.. fuckin goes haard. i pretty much started making out with my speaker when i heard it.

MY MOM IS ALWAYS WORRYING ABOUT ME..
.. and as much as i wish she didn't worry. some times, it kind of makes me feel special.. just knowing that i am her daughter, and she is my mom, and she cares. i hate lazy people. & i feel like a lot of people don't see how much i do every single fucking day/
i am so fucking bored/tired right now.. but i don't want to fall asleep because that will ruin my system. i really want dim sum. DIM SUM?! anybody?! on you?! cool thanks.
i love dipping granola bars in yogurt. i truly believe that nas is the greatest rapper to ever exist, and anyone who disagrees is wrong. i love to eat. you can take me anywhere to eat and i will be happy. i think that people deserve second chances, but i am rarely willing to give them.
i make my mistakes.. i make a lot.. but i only have one life.. and i'm doing it the best way i know how. i don't want to wake up, be forty, and wish that i had a better past.
i think about justin bieber's hair at least once a week.. WHEN WILL HE CUT THAT SHIT?! like really.
i don't like scary movies. i used to when i wasn't living on my own, but now that shit is un-bearable.
when it rains, i like listening to the rain hitting my window. that sound alone brings such creative thoughts. i almost wish that my mind had a recorder so i could listen to the tapes that run through hours.
i feel like all girls are out to get me.
my boyfriend is in another province because of his job. we lived together for seven months before he left.. but before that, it was endless planes to toronto and winnipeg. we don't speak daily, because his job is basically one that's 24/7. i talked to him yesterday for the first time in two weeks.. i don't know how this guy does it, but he still digs me. this job is a term and won't end til some time between september-november.. and i cringe at that.. i mean have you seen dude?! he fucking looks like kid cudi.. what's not to like!? xoxo daddy.
i haven't seen avatar, and don't really feel the urge to.
is it just me or is there something up with katy perry's eyes?! like she's cross-eyed or some shit.
i wish they would stop playing kesha on the radio.
i will never, NEVER, stop listening to hip hop.
this blog is the best blog on the internet.