LOVELY WINNIPEG, LOVELY CANADIANS, LOVELY CANADA.

IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO TELL YET..

These past few weeks have been crazy. I've made life choices and party choices. I can't remember the last time I've actually slept during the night. I've always hated when people say that, "I haven't slept in weeks". I considered it to be an act or a phony testament of how cool that person is.. but fuck! Seriously, I haven't slept in weeks.

so, go ahead and get lost..
Good things have happened, bad things have happened. Some how though, I've been learning to accept bad things a little better now. So much bad shit happens to me, and a lot of it is my own fault.. so why should I host a pity party for myself when I'm the one who made the invitations? No fucking more. There's a lot of good going on right now, and I choose to pay attention to that, and nothing else.

I've met soooo many amazing people these past few weeks, it's ridiculous. I'm so thankful for everything going on right now.. even with all the bad, annoying shit.

Maseo was amazing. He played more disco and funk than hip hop which wasn't minded at all. The crowd was minimal, but fuuuck, who needs a crowd when the music is that good. I feel like sometimes people don't understand that you can attend a show for the music, without giving a fuck about anything else.

Kings of Leon was a blast. Nothing like being front stage for a huge concert. Is there something ridiculous attractive about guitarists smoking? Really though, every time he took that cigarette and placed it in between the strings and the bridge of his guitar, I thought I was going to bust a nut.. right there.





University held a speaking by Jeff Chang. Jeff Chang is the author of "Can't Stop, Won't Stop". A piece of literature that every single person who appreciates hip hop should pick up. About six years ago, I won a writing award that allowed me to get one book off amazon for free. I ordered "Can't Stop, Won't Stop". The people in charge of the award kind of questioned my actions, but I didn't care. I highlighted that shit to shreds, and had notes all over it like it was a textbook. A falling out with my exboyfriend ended up in him ripping the book to pieces.. and it wasn't until two years after that where I got a second copy for my birthday. This book literally at one point, was my life.. so you can imagine how awe-struck I was meeting him.. and I was with good company. It was a perfect fucking moment in my life, and I'll treasure it forever. Not to mention, I got to meet him. I think I blabbed something in between stomach butterflies and nervous hand-shaking about, "YOU'RE AMAZING! AH". Yeah, "amazing", the only adjective I know. hahaha.




Richard and Marti's birthday wasn't exactly a success, but it certainly was a good time. Whenever I get to see the slur of all of these fucking people, I get all kinds of excited. I love my friends to the death of me, and can't wait for round 2, tonight! Eek!

When it comes to Canada, or football, or fireworks, or hockey.. I instantly feel connected to my dad. So last night's NHL party really hit home. Glad I ended up coming out for that, it was worth every second.




In summary, life is good. Let's hope it stays like this for awhile. Happy weekend. I hope the work I put in will make up for the lack of entries lately.

And hey Alex, I haven't forgotten about you.
Know that.

Happy Thanksgiving, xo!

NHL PLAYOFFS.

I'M WITH PAUL.

geeze. i love paul rudd. he is the man.. and when he was standing beside paul mccartney wearing the "i'm with paul" shirts! AHHH! i love both of them!



as for the gsp vs. koscheck boxing match.. well.. heeeeyyyy ;) does anyone else have the urge to bite his bum?! freddie roach gets all the tips of the hat for this one.. imagine a gsp pacquiao match! it only exists in the land of fairy tales and unicorns, but it's a fun thought.

what a great night for tv.

anddd, did anyone catch this yesterday?!



LOL. what! spin move.. at such a critical point, you're going to throw in a spin move!? oh my lanta. officially the kanye west of hockey. cocky or not, that's pretty fucking daring, and when i saw this, all i kept saying to lex was "SPIN MOVE?! REALLY! SPIN MOVE?! .. SPIN MOVE?". that's fucking great. fuckin' great!

DON'T LOOK AT ME!

my body is certainly playing tricks on me. i don't feel great. i'm basically stuck between doctors being like "i dunno what it is, do this".. but their "do this"'s.. DONT WORK. so fuccckkkk itttttt..! i'll just "wait". it's friday and i look like shit, i don't want anyone to see me.. so i'm in hiding.. at least i have nice hair?! hahaha anyway, photo friday, here are some pics from my phone.. i've actually been doing real good with the random picture taking! thanks blackberry!

PHOTO FRIDAY

i make the foods for my boyfrans.


i take a lot of food pictures :S


lunch break! ya ya ya!


it's a hockey time!


red lights and sin city morning fog


hi chloe:)


HOME FOR EASTER!!!!!! :)


nothin better.


horny kiara bum fucking stuffed animals.


WHY ARE YOU SCARED OF ME?!


what should be our car cds today ladies and germs!?


i watch tfc when i don't have to :(


waiting. waiting. doctors. doctors.


poor pharmacy technicians.. i feel sorry for them having to read doctor's notes like theseeee..


this doctor was MUCH neater.


another hospital bracelet to add the collection! i'll never beat my cousin jamie, but i'm up to the challenge. just kidding. i want the both of us to be healthy always! lol & NO WORRIES PEOPLE! i'm fine!!

i watched the diary of justin bieber.. and liked it! hahahaha. what was with him being all princess when the bar hit his arm?! omg.. diva.. but when he went to the window to sing to the fans that couldn't get in.. if that shit is not for the cameras, that is certainly admirable.
so big shout out to my sister, for helping me out yesterday and today, and making me laugh in crappy situations.. even if you made fun of me!! to my boyfriend for loving me regardless of how swollen and mean i am! to chris for googling things to help me out! for my cousin for taking me to the doctors and forcing vast amounts of water into me! & to everyone else who put up with my mood swings, childish ways, anger, crying, and self-pity.. you definitely helped me out these past three days.. SO THANK YOU!
i'm going to continue to hide now.. see you people when i'm all.. or even half better!@! bye people!

IT WAS FRIDAY NIGHT AND WE DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO..

& IT ENDED UP BEING LIVE..

so hit the jump.

FRIDAY NIGHT @ REPUBLIC

"get me out of this asian infested area."


cuz n' abs!


drop a bomb on em


budweiser makes a happy home


fuck shoes, i go out in my socks beetch!


we're a massacre=(


top five in the girls department


top five in the boys department


cause he keeps me from getting lost and loves hip hop!.. not as much as me though.


boys boys over here!


not there.. over here!


check it out eazy-e's in the buildin!!


TMZ spotted


peace bitches


maribeth wants to..


bianca wants to..


YOU ACT LIKE YOU DONT WANNA!


but you wanna!


holy shit, is this reality or am i dreaming.. or..?


nope.. it's really matt!


i'm better at science, okay?


thanks marti..!!


freddie fauni out from hiding!






time to calm eazy down


i dunno what this was but it was probably something along the lines of "no i'm good guys, i'm good.. i'm sorry botcho i didnt mean to do that.. nah guys, im good yo, im good.. you're my bro.. i'm good!"


they know.


allison too gangsta.. "yo you spilled ur drink on my feet!" "well maybe you shouldnt be wearing those shoes, theyre in the way of my drink.." that shit is legit.


ALL THE WAY FROM CALGARY!


..and wearing the same shirt as jono! lol


i ask the bartender to take a pic for me, and he takes one of himself..
but he's so hot, so it's okay. hottie!


well he did take this.. "A" for effort:)


holy hollywood.








it's hard to see when u guys are ready when its so dark .. sorrehhhh hahaha


five dollars on jono!


HI NICK!


"marti take a picture with me"
"okay."
"WHAT REALLY !? OMG IM EXCITED"


"HEYY RICHARD, right?"










JEFFREY!


j au, son!


tuazon vs. tuazon


marti you're so handsome:)


no fighting family though.


jono agrees.


everyone should just go chill by the wall.


i mean.. roger's doing it.


he looks like he's chill.


definitely.. everybody, by the wall!


no, more chillin than that!


still, too rowdy!


there it is:) prettyyyyys.




CHAMPAGNE SPARKLERS!


coolnessss


edwin!


hi:)


WSH<3


meeting by the pillar


topic: why yeezys blow, by jason au


can i get a cup of you!


you act like i'm not funny..


style wars


too easy.


they go hard..


botcho, is dat chu?


im confused!


mcdonalds time!




AAAAAAAAAAAAAAND END.


pens won. that was good. republic. that was good. i love my friends!!
i'll post the rest of the pics tomorrow or some-ting.
in other news, i have like forty billion mosquito bites. fack! im so itchy! you tiny little bastards! i dont even donate my blood, what makes u think yall can have it!?.. hey.. could u catch aids from a mosquito?! ..just a thought.
lakers won, that was gay. i just watched the game cause i didnt wanna watch it yesterday, ughughughugh. hi. that was probably the most boring game in life. so whatevah.
i've been getting a crazy amount of anonymous comments lately.. and by crazy amount, i mean like 5:( hahahaha. whether you're hating me, or loving me, i give a fuck-less.. i love comments! 5YN-tifik! DOT! BLOGSPOT! DOT! COM!
hating on detroit jerseys was like ill na na. ahhaha. "MALKIN! MALKIN!" goodness. i'm hilarious. blazing to "embrace the martian" is good times.
steak is great. steak + beer + ribs+ blazing + slurpees+ belmonts + good hip hop + hot dogs + hockey + friends = my weekend, and it was fucking great. the only thing that was not so great is these fucking mosquito bites!! fucks sake. that and getting a fucking sunglasses tan on my face. don't start laughing yet, it's not visible at the moment.
IT IS SO HOT! today i am thankful for air conditioning.
like you walk outside and ugh.. you're just sweat already. REEEEEEDICULOUSO.
humid humid humid. i wish i had a tiny tiny tiny ak-47. it'd be a genocide of mosquitoes >=)