I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT MEAT.

I went to Tony Roma's yesterday and was super close to ordering a steak AND ribs. This might not seem like much, but I've been a vegetarian for some odd years now, so yes. It's something. I didn't end up ordering the steak or ribs. But I still think about it. One of my best friends recently had chicken after being a veggie head for over four years, and I don't see her as a failure. I mean, I don't see it as failing. It's a choice. We just chose to eat something, right?

I go through these weird phases/self-contests. I went through a year of cutting out white rice, a three year streak of no pork, a ten year streak of no carbonated drinks. I decided to go with the whole carbonated drinks thing again, with the exception of beer. I don't know why I do these things, it's almost just a test of will power. If I was a complete health nut, I'd probably quit smoking... I haven't.

These inner battles of determination and discipline stem from a place I can't remember.

I think about burgers a lot lately.. but I feel like if I give in, I have to start from square one.

Stay tuned, I might blog a burger, steak, carbonated drink, cigarette break soon......

INSTAGRAMMED.

This is what a busy life looks like! Full of food, art projects and pets. I know it's technically not Friday, but I haven't done a photo friday post in a while!

EDDIE HUANG.

I just finished re-watching every episode of Eddie Huang's "Fresh Off the Boat", and soon after, I had to re-watch his Munchies episode. This guy hits the streets and eats. The passion he has for food, the overall understanding he has for food, and OMG, just seeing the fucking food, give you everything you need to ALMOST taste it. I'm so hungry right now. I don't even eat meat, but would definitely take a night off from vegetarianism if I linked up with Eddie.
He's hilarious, went to law school, and is hip hop in every way. The combination gives you one of the best things to watch on the web. So yo, get hungry and love Eddie as much as I do! And once you've completed his series, he has a book too!

FUCK WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE, LET'S GET THANKED.

THANKSGIVING

PHOTO FRIDAY






meet my mom, my very best friend.




my spoonful of honey in a cup full of sugar!


my uncle larry (my dad's brother), is extremely sophisticated.


models over here.


pooper face.


mother fuckah, we full.

i wish i got my entire family in pictures.. but it's not very often i get to see them. with people in and out of the city and what not. it was nice to be back. love is love.

SHOP ALL DAY, PLAY ALL NIGHT.

let's get it poppin..
new york nightlife kinda makes me all giddy and happy inside.


it's so fucking bright in times square that some times, you forget it's night.


mcdonald's is fancy huh.


TIM HORTONS! tim hortons made it to new york! this had me really excited and proud to be canadian lol


even though it was the smallest tim hortons to ever graze times square, ITS THERE!


living out of a suitcase was, is, and forever will be my kind of life.


love life. drink water.


when you're staying in times square, mornings are wonderful!


what should i put in my omelette?!


fuck yeah. dessert for breakfast is a thing i definitely approve of!


freshly squeezed orange juice. toast. spinach and feta cheese omelette for brekky. ohhh how i loved life at this fine moment!


eyebags and no sleep makes me wish i had sunglasses too.




happy new year!


let the shopping continue..

AAAAAAAAAHHHH!!

i am dying. i have not had a craving this bad in forever.. and if i do not get a cupcake soon, i .. just might.. stab someone. i ate cupcakes today, but the fix wasn't enough. i just spent the past half hour grazing through the yellow pages trying to find somewhere to cure my fix.. but alas.. everything is closed.. all i keep thinking about is different flavored icings and bites that would fill my tummy with joy and rainbows and dreams and arghhhh! red velvet.. peanut butter.. strawberry.. i'm going nuts!!! mother fucker someone get me a cot damn cupcake!!

i fucking need a cupcake.. actually fuck just one cupcake.. i want 40. right now. help~!!!!!

i'm fat.

.. and now.. to make everyone else feel the way i do by showing you pictures of cupcakes that you cant have either!!!!







































it's like porn, but for fat people.