BLAHBLAHBLURB.

First. Let me apologize because this entry has no format and won't make much sense.. you probably shouldn't even read it.

I came to post an entry, knowing that I wanted to post an entry.. I just didn't have a full grasp on what it was going to be about. Originally I was going to write about letting people go. I wrote about six sentences before I decided it was wack and to start over.

I don't know what the fuck. So let's just start with this..

I worked today. I had edited stories for dude, and forgot the drafts at home. Bad start. I went to buy smokes after work, and when I got there, I got distracted by a sale on candy and energy shots. I forgot to get smokes. I came home. Mowed the lawn. Did the dishes. Started laundry. Then decided it was time to go buy smokes. When I got there, they were sold out of Belmonts. I decided to wait until tomorrow. I have a zillion things to do, and don't know where to start. Help.

You know what I really, really, really want right now? A vacation.

I learned something about myself this weekend. I am really quiet around new people. That's super weird to me, because generally I'm a very loud and social person. Perhaps it isn't "new people" really.. but I can't think of the right term. Maybe, friends who are really close who I'm just meeting/getting to know. I wasn't uncomfortable either, just quiet.

I had a really good weekend.

I'd love a slurpee.

Alex is starting to look like Joe Budden.

I miss my mom.

I miss people a lot.

I'm hungry.. and want ice cream. I always want ice cream (except for when I'm eating ice cream).

The Much Music VMA's are so lame.

I hate LMFAO. Guys, your days were over after shots, alright?

I really enjoy cryptoquip puzzles in the morning. I get pretty amped about them. Does this make me old? I hope not. ONE COFFEE AND A CRYPTOQUIP PLEASE. Mmm yum, I should make coffee.

I finally watched Drive! Unnnffff to Ryan Gosling. What a freaking stud he is. AND THAT SOUNDTRACK. Holy smokes, dudes! It's so good.

What?!

Bye.

MERCY.

SAY YE, SE YE, DON'T WE DO THIS EVERY DAY DAY?! I WORK THEM LONG NIGHTS, LONG NIGHTS, TO GET A PAY DAY. FINALLY GOT PAID, NOW I NEED SHADE AND A VAYCAY.. AND NIGGAS STILL HATIN, SO MUCH HATE I NEED AN A-K.

THE MAN.

I miss him a lot today. I've just spent the past few looking at pictures of him and re-capping stories in my head. It still feels so un-real. It still almost feels like it hasn't happened. I have this idea warped in my head that I just haven't seen you in awhile. It really kills to force in reality. You're so amazing. Tears and laughter are on over-flow today.

I hope that wherever you are you're doing what you did best.. I don't know what the word for that is, but I still know you did it best.

I miss you so so so so much. Xo.

"I CAME DOWN OVER THE SLEEPING MOUNTAINS WHERE OUR WHITE TONES PLUNGED INTO THE WEEPING SHELTER. TEAR OUR SKIN UP OUT FROM THE BOTTOM, LEAVE OUR ANKLES BARE, DON'T JUST WANDER BACK AND FORTH AND LEAVE IT."

- PURITY RING.

WHY WE LOOK PROFESSIONAL AND YOU LOOK LIKE A TALENT SHOW..

SILK PILLOW.

WHAT WAS I THINKIN? I WASN'T. WHAT AM I DRINKIN? I'M BUZZIN. SPEAKIN' OF WEEKENDS, I USED TO FUCK WITH YOUR COUSIN. I USED TO BLOG ABOUT NOTHIN, NOW I BLOG ABOUT NOTHIN.. BUT THAT NOTHIN WAS SOMETHIN THAT NOBODY WAS READIN'.

I bet your daughter's perfect, he say it like he know you.