OH HEY, IT'S ME BOTCH.

You may remember me from such blogs as, my livejournal.. or .. this one; which I have neglected a lot for the past few. I have no good reason, either. I mean, I have been in school, but it's not like I've been studying my ass off or anything. Quite the contrary as of late, actually.
I'm super tired. It must be that whole winter creep. As soon as I get home, I just want to go to bed. Waking up is extremely difficult.. but blah blah. First world problems.
Thanksgiving just passed. I'm Canadian, we get ours early. It was our first without Anthony. Every year, it's tradition we gather around the table and take turns saying what we're thankful for. No one was really into it this year. It was really sad. Everyone felt it, but no one said anything for a long while. Then after our dinner, there was a huge piece of cake left, and I asked who it was for. "That's for Anthony!", my cousin shot at me. It was sweet, lovely, but made me cry all over the place. We ended up carving an "A" into the icing.
Ugh, I miss him so much. I came across a picture from a concert we went to last December, he was in the background, smiling his ass off. Looking mad geeked out. I wanted to place myself back at that moment and give him the biggest hug, and tell him how much fun I was having. Super bummed. I don't even want to think about Christmas. He always gave out the best gifts, and always wrapped in newspaper. Last year he got me a Wu-Tang record and a batman tee. YOU GUYS. It's still, not, real.
I know together we're moving forward, but I feel a lot of that is because we have to. I just fucking miss you, dude. I miss you so much. Don't ever take small moments like concerts with your fave people for granted.

Saturday was a friend's birthday where he wanted everyone to dress up (formally vintage). I don't understand people who show up to theme parties not themed. Especially if you knew about it beforehand. I mean, if you're randomly showing up because you heard about it, or coming from work, fine. But the whole "too cool" to participate is all sorts of silly to me. Regardless it was super fun. Conversations with strangers and wine make for excellent Saturdays.

Deadlines and tests and exams are hitting me from all directions. One of my e-mail accounts is on lock and I have a shit load of things just cyberly milling around until I can re-access them.

It's cold out now, and tea and soup are my current boyfriend.

My mom rules.

And there's your life update.

Thanks for stopping by. Xo.

THINGS WITHOUT HIM, JUST SUCK.

FUCK WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE, LET'S GET THANKED.

THANKSGIVING

PHOTO FRIDAY






meet my mom, my very best friend.




my spoonful of honey in a cup full of sugar!


my uncle larry (my dad's brother), is extremely sophisticated.


models over here.


pooper face.


mother fuckah, we full.

i wish i got my entire family in pictures.. but it's not very often i get to see them. with people in and out of the city and what not. it was nice to be back. love is love.

THE ONLY THING GOOD ABOUT MONDAYS IS GOSSIP GIRL.

i'm in hardcore hibernation mode. i'm too busy for myself to handle. i'm straying away from the "to do" list to write a blog entry cuz fuck it! procrastinating is the best policy in my books! well .. maybe not the best, but definitely the most frequent. the boyfriend leaves for a canadian road trip this saturday.. montreal!! i was desperately trying to figure out a way to join him.. but i'm not going to make it.. rats. a couple weeks without the boyfriend, will i ever get used to this shit?!
i am so freaking excited for this long weekend, you can't even imagine. i am excited to have thanksgiving with my family. i miss my brother (what?) terribly. YEAH. i miss him. i can't fucking wait for everyone to be under one roof drinkin' beer and eatin turkey. not to mention grippin grain. i am so freaking stoked for grippin grain, it's embarrassing. but, MOST IMPORTANTLY.. i am excited to have a break! a much needed break at that.
if you're not at grippin grain this saturday, i'm cutting off all ties with you.. but until then, don't blow up my phone. i won't answer :) ha!