Tuesday, June 18, 2013


Couldn't take the sadness so I messaged my friend, Jheff. Sometimes, you just need a good friend to let you be a mess in front of.

Went to visit my cousin. Had many tears, and many thoughts. Things just aren't the same without this guy. Miss him so much and it just floods out in pools, waves, tsunamis. I try so hard to live for you, for everyone. This guy just knew what he was doing, and maybe he didn't know where he was going, but he knew how to live. It's not fair that someone who could have wrote the manual was taken away so soon. I hope I can be at least a little bit of you. The coolest dude. Best dude. Love and miss you Kuya, so much.

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