WOW.

WEEEELLLLLL! I know I've been away from the blogging world for quite some time, BUT LET ME EXPLAIN MYSELF. I've been working from 7am-3pm and then 4pm-9pm. Being that the commute to work is about an hour and fifteen minutes, I would have to be awake by 4:30 am.. when I would get home at around 9:30pm, in bed by about 10:30. That left me with 6 hours of sleep (if I'm lucky) for the past six weeks. SO HERE I AM! ON CHRISTMAS VAYCAY! AND TOTES AT HOME.. AFTER SLEEPING IN TIL 9AM AND WATCHING PINOCCHIO. Feels good man, feels fucking great. Now if only I had some funds. Hearing I could get some shifts in January is something I so desperately need. Student loans are really the biggest assholes I hang out with :(
Yesterday was Anthony's birthday. Went out, lit a candle on a birthday cake, drank some Manhattans and tried to hold back the tears. I miss him so so so so much.
I'm pretty much throwing down every single effort in me into work and organizing my life. I've hit this whole "me" time in my life. It's really exhausting but I hope all of it in the end will better me. That's all we ever want, right?!

So. In summary, get money, laugh, cry, do your laundry, pay your bills, read, and have a Merry Christmas.. and if you know anyone looking for a crazy writer to write stuff, throw them my e-mail.

Til next post, kids.