WE ALL TRY - A MIX BY KILUSAN

You can always count on Kilusan to dig deep into your feels and take you on a musical journey of healing. Love is tough and love is beautiful. Love is hard and love is wonderful. Be it on your own or partnered up, this mix offers a taste of what it is to love. Yes, it certainly is 7 in the morning. Grab a coffee and let Summer Walker's voice join you, let smooth vocals join you, let your feels join you, and let's ride out this R&B mix like we fully updating our 2020 AsianAvenue relationship status.

Xo,

Botch

IT WAS GOOD UNTIL IT WASN'T.

A monthly playlist of everything I listened to in May. I actually listened to a lot of music this month and made time to curate this one. I hope it finds you well.



Xx

THAT'S HOW YOU FEEL

I'm just in the cut sittin' sideways
Way that you lookin' all the time
Time gets to tickin' and it takes a toll
Told you I couldn't really draw the line
Line ringin', sayin' that you told him things
Things that you could've kept inside
Sidetrackin' me when I was good to you
You were somebody I would stand behind

I know you like to drink 'til the sun up
Grind 'til you come up
Work all winter, shine all summer
Ride for your brother
You die for your mother
Keep that shit a hunna
I know you wanna
Vacay to a place where you could
Take pictures, post on Insta
Your friends say they miss ya
But they don't really miss ya

Rule number one, to be a boss-ass bitch
Never let a clown nigga try to play you
If he play you, then rule number two
Is fuck his best friends and make 'em yes men

I'm just in the cut sittin' sideways
Way that you lookin' all the time
Time, it done left you with a broken heart
Hardly excuses how you play with mine
Mindin' my business and you show up
Up to no good, I should've seen the signs
Signin' me up to do your dirty work
Workin' to try to get you off my mind

Trouble neglect you, angels protect you

DOING IT WRONG.

We live in a generation of not being in love, and not being together
But we sure make it feel like we're together
Because we're scared to see each other with somebody else

I WITNESS NEWS.

GONE ALL THE TIME, EVEN THE IMPORTANT TIMES.

What happened to his voice? I confuse.

AMANDA BYNES.

Remember "What I Like About You" Amanda Bynes?! Ah, those were the days. I honestly feel like this whole thing is just her throwing a tantrum. At least, that's what I hope for. Remember when she posted all those tweets about Drake, and everyone talked about it for a couple days then got over it. It's like she's re-living that. DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE KID CUDI TWEETS. She used to be the best. What happened?!




Yikes.

SATURDAY NIGHT.

"YOUR MIND DON'T CONTROL WHAT IT DOES SOMETIMES. WE ALL HAVE OUR NIGHTS THOUGH, DON'T BE SO ASHAMED. I'VE HAD MINE, YOU'VE HAD YOURS, WE BOTH KNOW, WE KNOW."

- DRIZZY.

GET THE FUCK UP OFF MY BLOG, CONFUSIN ME WITH QUESTIONS, LIKE.. "DO YOU LOVE THIS SHIT? ARE YOU HIGH RIGHT NOW? DO YOU EVER GET NERVOUS? I HEARD YOU FUCKED THIS DUDE, IS IT TRUE? YOU GETTIN MONEY? YOU THINK THEM PEOPLE YOU WITH IS WITH YOU?!!????" AND I SAY..

HELL YEAH, HELL YEAH, HELL YEAH. FUCKIN RIGHT, FUCKIN RIGHT, ALRIGHT.