KIIIIIIIDDD CUDDDDIIIIII

why do work when you could look at cudi pictures?!.. that pic where he's biting his lip. ohhhmahhhlawwdd. I LOVE HIM! I LOVE HIM! i need to meet this man.

dear kid cudi,
i love you.. and by love.. i don't really mean love? i just mean, i want to lick your face. now that might seem kinda weird and shit.. but fuck it hey. what's real is real. i just wanna lick your face.. & maybe get a picture of me licking your face.. so i can look at it, and reminisce of how awesome it was licking your face.
if you're not down with that, izz cool. juzz the picture will be fine and i'm sure i can find some sort of a way to photoshop it so it looks like i'm licking your face.

blaze a spliffskies and then grab some mickey d's with cudi. hi, a girl can dream.

i will not be hittin any parties this weekend. hibernation is in progress. we gotta save up our energy for next week. raekwon! wale (dear wale, bring cudi wid chu!)! i see you. i smell you. i might get some slack for stayin away, but i need me time. it's been a hot minute since i done been able to read my books and just chill. life has been a-wall, and you need time for certain things. i try to hand out time for certain people. i need time with just my girls. time with just my boys. time with the girls nd boys. rage days. coffee days. boyfriend days. music days. read days. sleep/lazy days.. and i haven't had one in awhile.. not to say i'm not stoked for rae and wale.. shit is gonna be stellar!

hip hop. hip hop.

dear boyfriend,
ALL i want for valentine's day is flowers. i'm happy with two flowers. i just want flowers.. !! any kind! don't mattah..! is it tacky to ask your boyfriend for flowers?! I DONT CARE! i want flowers! flowers should just come to girl.. every so random day. "hi you're awesome! have some flowers!".. "OH WHY THANK YOU KIND STRANGER, I HAPPEN TO LOVE FLOOWERRSSS!!".. that day every single person had flowers downtown, i was so jealouuusss.. some were even on the ground and i felt like picking them up, just for the feeling you know. that "I CAN HAVE FLOWERS TOO!" feeling.. just for getting a friggin shot?! HELLO! i'd give blood too but they wouldn't take my blood cuz my blood sucks ahaha.. wow we're gettin way off track here, i want flowers.

maribeth sent me an email today with this article about capricorns.. which is what i am.. yes. ok. anyways, it was fucking on point, and couldn't be any more on point so i thought i'd share that with yall.

"Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Geminis in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart."

love to bust though?! like bust a nut!? doesn't everybody?! lol.