HIBERNATION.

some how my hits went from 30066, to 3066. that blowwws.
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FUCK WE DRINK A LOT OF BEER.

after two weekends, decided to bring my empties in.. that's just the trunk, there's more in the backseat.

i fucking love beer.

i'm going to spend all of today sleeping, and organizing my room. told you, i'm hibernating, i ain't going out for nobody.
organization is proper. i now have about 8 garbage bags worth of clothes and stuff to donate to charity, so if anyone wants in, gimmie a call.. it's all free. tina took some already, and with every person grabbing, the selection goes down. make your way over.. BITCHES.
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SCARBOROUGH

i've never been a fan of valentine's day.. because all of my past ones have been pretty shitty. however, valentine's day is my current boyfriend's birthday, and considering the past few celebrations of 2010, and the holiday season have both been brutal.. i'm excited to see how the 14th turns out. we shouldn't have a "day" to show someone we care.. and that is why i'm thankful that today, i have an amazing dude in my life.

i found this note on my bed today. scarborough and i have been having the illest arguments lately.. and by that, i mean a thorough conversation.. "yo this bugs me, can you fix it?!" "yeah babe sure." and then what?! after days of yelling, we was still doing the same shit to irritate eachother.. and after one decent night of talking, he's starting to listen to me. illest on the block. fucking sick.

i'm fucking lucky.
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25 REASONS I HATE BONIBELLE..

just kidding?!

25 COMPLAINTS

i'm doing complaints for bonibelle..? some might be repeated, cuz honest to truth, i can't remember everything i've blogged about.. ehhhmmmyessum. a lot of this shit might be super rough and touchy for some people, so if you get offended easily, don't read it. esco, let's go.

1. $CHOOL
expensive school. fuck the system. the rich get richer and the poor get poorer. the higher level the education, the more it costs.. so the more you need, to gain. nurses and doctors are fucked right now, paying off their student loans. & that is some shit. disagree? that's fine. i still don't believe in it. if the world is trying to stop discriminating, we should stop di$criminating. every single person WHO IS WILLING, should have a shot.

2. MAILBOX
when the mailman/woman .. actually, mine is a man, because i saw him today *shakes fist*.. leaves my mailbox open. rain and snow gets in there and my mail gets destroyed.. i don't really mind when my credit card statement blurs and globs to something that looks a little less and heals my heart for a moment, but when it comes to magazines, that shit is important lol.

3. HUMAN TRAFFIC
when people walking opposite directions don't stay in their lane, and then you have that awkward "i'll move to the left--" and bump into a person who wasn't in their designated lane.. and you wonder why you can't make it to work fast enough.. half your lunch break is bumping into me.. move, please.

4. BAG BUS
no seats left on the bus, and a person has their shit on the seat next to them. this doesn't usually bother me, that is until it comes to say.. a purse. like really, that shit is so small it can afford to go on your lap, mate.

5. REPUBLIC
i may have just dug myself a hole.. i should keep my mouth shut.. but i'm botch so i won't. it seems to take forever for me to get drunk there.. wait wait. let me start off with the good. i can understand the attraction, it's a nice venue. and enough people go there.. but it seems like all girls there want to fight me, and all boys want to fight my boyfriend..?! a dude from new york was there, and he comes up to me, and he says "canada sucks".. and i'm like "no dude wait, we really don't !.." but it was no use. everyone sticks to their corner. half the people in there aren't dancing, they're spending their time trying to rift through people.. to get to their corner. it's a lot of people, just.. walking. and it costs ten bucks to get in?! really?! ten bucks is a lot.. what can i say, i'm a cheap ass. it's a love/hate relationship. everyone i talk to says they hate it, but they go because on their birthday, it's the one place everyone will show up. see you there friday.

6. LONG LINES
i've never been a fan of lines, but i understand them. what i don't understand is why there is a line, when a venue is at 1/8 of its capacity.. you wait in the cold for a good half hour to get in and find no one there.. so you wanna leave.. but dammit they already suckered in your cover.

7. DRIVER PICK UPS
stop light. *honk horn*, can i get your facebook?! no.

8. FACEBOOK
how i hate you facebook. i got 36 friend requests right now just lingering. i don't have the heart to ignore them, so i juzz let them linger. this is exactly why i deactivated my facebook. your life is your life, and i met you like once dude. really?! you gotta know everything after you found out my name?! that's what my blog is for ahahah.

9. HAITI
WHOA WHOA WHOA. let's get one thing clear. i feel for haiti, i feel for people, i donated, be easy.. what i disagree with, is rich people asking poor people to donate money, and making them feel like shit, if they don't. (i could say the same for the churches, but i don't wanna get bombed).. if every rich person in this world, stepped up, and i mean STEPPED THE FUCKUP.. instead of donating a petty five dollars, not one person in this world would go without health care, aid, or food. there's enough money in the world for the world not to go hungry. some people are just too greedy to do it. i give, what i can.. and i feel haiti needs a lot of attention, and a lot of help.. and they deserve that. HOWEVER, for those that CAN NOT give, they should not feel any less for not being able to help in the way that celebrities could.. send your prayers, and your thoughts, and if that's all you can give, then that is a lot.

10. YOU'VE JUST WON A CRUISE
stop calling my fucking phone.

11. BLOWING ME OFF
if you don't wanna hang out with me, fine. if you've got something else, fine. just don't flop. despite my daily "fuck this shit"'s, i'm a pretty understanding person.

12. TIME
fuck you time. you're a piece of shit. i need to get myself a cot damn organizer, cuz i lose track of everything, everything scatters and my life is just a mess.

13. MY OBSESSION WITH KEEPING SHIT
movie stubs, subway transfers, tickets, wristbands. i keep them all.. and some days it drives me crazy. like okay, really.. what am i gonna do with this later?! nothing.. just look at it.. and you know what's even crazier, is knowing that i'm not going to do anything with it, and still keeping it.

14. IPODS
BUY YOUR CDS PEOPLE! buy them! support your music! let them get everything they deserve.. !! please. please. please. what's better than rifling through a brand new cd book reading the artists thank yous and lyrics!? what's better than ripping off that plastic seal?! nothin, almost nothing.

15. FAKE BOOBS
don't get mad. it's my opinion. i'm not forcing you to think the way i do, i'm simply stating what i believe. there are things that are exceptions for me, you know, one boob's smaller than the other, and shit.. but when did fake get hot?! what happened to real women!? women with flaws, but perfect flaws. women with all types of bodies. now everyone looks the same, and that isn't sexy. you stand out when you look different. small or big, you can still be beautiful.

16. COLD TRENDIES
youngins in skimpy jackets and leotards, accompanied with a huge bag and sunglasses. it's -36C, looking cool can be put on hold. it's fucking cold son, and i'm not looking at you thinking how sick your outfit is, i'm thinking, wtf is they thinking.

17. RELIGION TALKS
people believe in what they believe in.. and i hate seeing people debate over who's right when it comes to religion. when it comes to that type of thing, people have to realize that people have strong feelings, and might not change them because you have a really convincing sway.. in saying that, back off people. what you think is right, to you, and what they think is right, to them.. and if you can't digest that, then the whole religious/beliefs talk should be avoided completely.

18. DANCE MOVIES
i still watch them :(

19. EXPENSIVE MEAT
dammit superstore, you are breaking my wallet! i'm tryna save my dollar and eat at home, but it's starting to cost the same. oh.. wow. would you look at that?! i'm a grown up.

20. SYMBOLS AS BBM NAMES
shit that's cool dude, really cool how you did that.. but i dunno who you are.

21. THE BURIED LIFE
what?! how did they get to do my idea before me? this isn't actually really a complaint, i'm just extremely totally jealous.

22. KE$HA
this girl seems hella snotty. i do not like her one bit. she's not even pretty.. and her song sucks! let me introduce you to the REAL start of this sound, her name is uffie.. and kesha is just a knock off, while uffie is gucci. i can't believe kesha is getting paid for that song, forreals. what i cant believe even more is how people are saying that song reminds them of me.. come on, reaaaally.

23. SHIT GIRLFRIENDS
i have a boyfriend, i do not want your man. i got my very own gorgeous boyfriend, i dont want yours. i get along better with dudes, really i do. that's just how i've been, that's just how i am.. but that doesn't mean i am trying to get into a dude's pants, just cause i'm talking to them. i am 100% happy with what i got, why would i skip out on steak for a piece of stale beef jerky?! not in my plans mate, not in my plans.

24. NO-WASH
girls who do not wash their hands after bathroom goods. i'm right by the sink, i can see you not wash your hands, how are you not embarrassed?! gross gross. gross. just do it, if not for me, just for the look. just do it when there's another person in the room.

25. TOUCHY TOUCHY
to the people that read something in this list, and think i'm a horrible person. save your judgement for a second, and re-direct yourself to number 17. whether i'm right, or wrong, it's what i thought at that moment.

payce.
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HER DAY IS PACKED.

so for every first of the month, i'll do a 25.. sound good? you gotta wait though. check back szeen? ahahha szeen.

also, i've been a horrible friend this weekend.
forgive me.
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KIIIIIIIDDD CUDDDDIIIIII

why do work when you could look at cudi pictures?!.. that pic where he's biting his lip. ohhhmahhhlawwdd. I LOVE HIM! I LOVE HIM! i need to meet this man.

dear kid cudi,
i love you.. and by love.. i don't really mean love? i just mean, i want to lick your face. now that might seem kinda weird and shit.. but fuck it hey. what's real is real. i just wanna lick your face.. & maybe get a picture of me licking your face.. so i can look at it, and reminisce of how awesome it was licking your face.
if you're not down with that, izz cool. juzz the picture will be fine and i'm sure i can find some sort of a way to photoshop it so it looks like i'm licking your face.

blaze a spliffskies and then grab some mickey d's with cudi. hi, a girl can dream.

i will not be hittin any parties this weekend. hibernation is in progress. we gotta save up our energy for next week. raekwon! wale (dear wale, bring cudi wid chu!)! i see you. i smell you. i might get some slack for stayin away, but i need me time. it's been a hot minute since i done been able to read my books and just chill. life has been a-wall, and you need time for certain things. i try to hand out time for certain people. i need time with just my girls. time with just my boys. time with the girls nd boys. rage days. coffee days. boyfriend days. music days. read days. sleep/lazy days.. and i haven't had one in awhile.. not to say i'm not stoked for rae and wale.. shit is gonna be stellar!

hip hop. hip hop.

dear boyfriend,
ALL i want for valentine's day is flowers. i'm happy with two flowers. i just want flowers.. !! any kind! don't mattah..! is it tacky to ask your boyfriend for flowers?! I DONT CARE! i want flowers! flowers should just come to girl.. every so random day. "hi you're awesome! have some flowers!".. "OH WHY THANK YOU KIND STRANGER, I HAPPEN TO LOVE FLOOWERRSSS!!".. that day every single person had flowers downtown, i was so jealouuusss.. some were even on the ground and i felt like picking them up, just for the feeling you know. that "I CAN HAVE FLOWERS TOO!" feeling.. just for getting a friggin shot?! HELLO! i'd give blood too but they wouldn't take my blood cuz my blood sucks ahaha.. wow we're gettin way off track here, i want flowers.

maribeth sent me an email today with this article about capricorns.. which is what i am.. yes. ok. anyways, it was fucking on point, and couldn't be any more on point so i thought i'd share that with yall.

"Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Geminis in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart."

love to bust though?! like bust a nut!? doesn't everybody?! lol.
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WHAT LIFE HAS BEEN LOOKING LIKE..

LOL









busy.
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