COMING SOON.

i'm bringing back the 25 series. i don't know if that means anything to anybody, or if that's exciting or blah news, but it's coming. stay tuned son, it's coming.
all i've been thinking about lately is new year's resolutions. a couple weeks back i was like "fuck it, i'm happy with the way things are". then my mom hit me up with a phone conversation that went something like, "do something". whoa! mom! you don't hold back for no one. i was kind of taken back at first, but.. BUT, she's right. i haven't been hard enough on myself, it takes a mom to actually get you in that "stop fuckin' around and buckle down" type mind state. i fuck around way too much, lol. so with that said, here's my hefty list of new year's resolutions for 2011.. but of course, you gotta get lost.

BOTCH'S GET 'ER DONE 2011
- absolutely no white rice for one year
- cut down cigarettes to three/four a day except when drinking
- get a job, ANY JOB.
- have at least $1000 saved by may.
- order/eat out once a week, AT THE MOST.
- get a tattoo/piercing
- take two vaycays
- blog at least twice a week
- talk to my mom at least once a week
- get my credit card paid off by summer

that's the plan stan. i'll give you updates as the year goes.. i just finished writing out the list in hard copy. it'll be for my desk so i see it often, and i'll write out another to keep in my wallet or some shit. this is going to be a better year for me, i'm 100% focused right now.. and i want it now more than ever, so fuck! esco! let's go!

p.s. my camera keeps trying to commit suicide, but i always catch the bitch half way into it's attempt. it's holding on, but by a very thin thread. it no longer takes videos, zooms, and you kind of have to hit it when you turn it on. so.. you know, it's good times. picture posts won't be as grand as they were when they were still shitty pictures taken on a shit camera. hey, yeah, fun!

EVENTUALLY.

MIXTAPE MONDAY

COOKIN SOUL & DON CANNON - NAS' LOST TAPES 1.5



it's shit we've already heard with different production.. but as a devoted nas fan, i won't stray from throwing this on the speakers. lost tapes 2 does not yet have a release date.. and i rarely think about it. i try not to, cause when i do, i get frustrated and antsy.
this one should hold me for awhile.

AND JUST LIKE THAT,

christmas is over.

i felt really different this christmas, really.. truly.. i did. something about it was just off.. i didn't hate it, but i didn't love it either. it was the first christmas i went without seeing my mom. we had our christmas yesterday, which felt good, even though it was late.. but something about not seeing her on christmas day made me feel blah.
anyway, kind of glad it's over. i'm completely satisfied with my tims, my hellz bellz apparel, and my gift certificate for a tattoo.. and now that christmas is over.. you can officially start counting down the days to an even better day, my birthday.. and okay okay, new years too.
last year, my birthday got fucked up with some drama. so i'm really hoping for a good birthday this year.. i dunno what i wanna do for my birthday this year? i just want good music and all my friends.... soooo. yeah.

MY FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!

GETTIN DEREZZED.

PHOTO FRIDAY

no words necessary. what a fantabulouso party.

RYE RYE - SUNSHINE FEAT. M.I.A.

dum dum dum dum dum dum.. alex wants to be spike jonez when he grows up. i wanna be m.i.a. rye rye is so ghetto hoodrich, and so is this video. so it's definitely one i can dig, and one you should too.